What's D Truth These Days?

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Cats

I am now a cat dad to two wonderful cats—Star(Pictured) and Pepper. So great having companions around during the day. They are infinite wells of joy. Something that only love comes from. Seeing them do something silly, eat food, purr, and push their water and food bowls around when they’re empty brings joy to my day like nothing else. I adopted them from a friend of a friend. They had been in 4 different locations before; it took a while for them to get acclimated to my place. However, it’s smooth sailing now. I love them dearly. : )

Work

Work has been going pretty well. I had been on a leave of absence from work for a while, but now I’m back. I’ve developed a different perspective on work—I get to go to work. It is a choice I make. Every day. Taking a leave of absence underscored this fact. I made the choice to not go. And it was something doable. My attitude, performance, and my being at this career is something that I have a responsibility of making work for me. I intimately understand this fact now, and that shift in perspective has been helping. Being grateful for work as opposed to dreading it when I wake up has been changing the game for me. Let’s see how I feel when the next deadline comes!

Podcast

Go check out 4 Nerds 1 Podcast! Shout out to all the nerds, friends, and strangers who listen. I now talk to and run into a few people who have head the podcast! It’s something that I routinely take for granted—the fact that I am a podcaster. And have been for a little more than a year now. We’ve been working really hard and we’re gonna bless the world with a video component to the podcast! And damn, do we look good!

The most recent podcast was my keynote and I discuss Deepak Chopra’s Seven Spiritual Laws of Success. It’s a relatively popular self-help book that I had always heard about but never read until recently. The book formalizes a set of laws of the universe that, if respected, will lead to manifestation of whatever one desires. Pretty lofty claim, huh? Well, it’s a short read and I recommend it or listening to our podcast on it! Let me know what you think.

Music

Tomorrow marks the one year anniversary of Departure! Lots of thoughts on that in my previous blog. Check that out for more thoughts on that. It’s a whole thing that I won’t do again. Maybe ever.

For those who don’t know and for those who remember fondly, I did a 12 week song series, inspired by Russ’ SoundCloud run, starting back in Winter 2017 called D Truth Tuesdays. I wrote, recorded, mix, mastered, and published one song a week for twelve weeks. Two of the songs from Departure were a result of this exercise (Chip Off The Block - week 2, Never Been Perfect - week 12). All of the songs are amazing; however, I have favorites. They’ve never beeing on all the streaming sites until now. 4/27/21, you get to hear them again, remed and remastered by Leto Beats. They sound crispy af. Look for more details and track listings as we lead up to it!

I have been killing it with Bob Hope at the Bob Hop Barefoot Jam every Tuesday night at Ruby’s Elixir. Pretty neat music venue and bar in Downtown St. Pete. I’m also playing keys at LifeChangers Church every Sunday. Let me tell you, my skill on the keys has increased dramatically. I had never played keyboard live in front of any audience before I started playing here. Didn’t think I’d be the guy for it, but I was. My brain (and yours too) has a way of coming up with conversations to keep me in my comfort zone. I’m not skilled enough, the church is far, my walk with God isn’t strong enough—all of these seeming valid reasons not to put myself out there threatened an opportunity for me to walk more boldly in this musical gift I’ve been blessed with. I took the leap and now, I am effectively leading a band in worship and impacting people along the way.
Most Mondays and every Tuesday night, I meet some new musicians. I am looking to put together a live band project. I’m open to just about anything; however, I’d love to put together a funk/jazz fusion outfit. More details will materialize on that soon; however, I’m in a couple talks to join some other projects. Something more concrete will be able to be said next blog. : )

D Truth On Repeat

#friendsofdtruth

  • Check out MAD Smooth’s Instagram stories

    • He does this series called Can You Guess? He plays songs that have been sampled by hip hop and R&B artists. You guess the song that was created from the sample. I can’t believe some of these…. check out this tune, can you guess what song was created from it? Get your mind blown

  • Chris Powers Returns to Northeast

    • Awesome guitarist who came down from VA (I think) to thug it up in St. Pete. Jammed out with him on some Weezer, Fallout Boy, Rage, Green Day. Never played Sugar We’re Goin’ Down live before I met this guy. Good guy who I wish the best.

    • Follow him on Insta


Everything Else

  • Skydiving is absolutely awesome, go if you haven’t already. If you’re too scared, watch this video of me doing it!

  • Golf is dope, with my irons, I can now hit several (maybe 5) consecutive straight shots. Shout out to Josh at Ruby’s, he tells me of a 9 hole par 3 only course that I can go to. Think that’s the right link. Either that course or a sister course nearby is the 9 hole par 3 version. My iron game might actually be good enough to play, but I want to figure out how to hit with the driver first. Thanks Nevin for getting me off on the right foot! Seeking golf tips!

  • Anime

    • Jujutsu Kaisen is really good, watch it

    • I’ll pick 3 Spring 2021 anime and watch for the pod, let me know if you think any would be good for me

    • Really upset that The Promised Neverland condensed story in season 2; apparently this makes the anime terrible though it started off so good.

    • Alost looking (but seldom watching) new anime recommendations (dtruth2008 on MAL)

One Year After Departure

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It’s me, D Truth The Professional. A smiling man reflecting one year after releasing my EP, Departure. Released last year on April 7th, it a record I’m extremely proud of. However, it did not accomplish the main goal I set out to—dispense with the negative emotions and existential crisis I deal with as I began my thirties. Perhaps it made it worse. 2020 was not a kind year for many, and I was no exception.

Missing my father, having little direction in life, ruminating over failed relationships, and destructive self-criticism continued through 2020 despite my best efforts. I tried to ‘conquer’ these things with this release thinking that if I put everything into the pen, I’d be purged of the the stress I so badly wanted to be untethered from. A classic case of what I resisted persisting.

After releasing the album, I felt drained. Everyone I knew was going through their share of difficulty, the pandemic, it seems that there was no respite from the black cloud of anxiety that had enveloped my life. I had always been able to put on a stoic face and reason my way into calmness, but I couldn’t last year. I (and the coronavirus) ruined my birthday celebration, other birthday celebrations, and I lost confidence at work. The music was awesome, but my performance at life was trash.

One year after Departure, and all of that has changed. I’ve regained my confidence and excitement about life. I’m once again a confident, joyful, and passionate man who is not controlled by the passing negative thoughts that may cross my mind. And this has happened without prioritizing music.

I had been doing music all wrong. I played music to become happy—I rocked the gig to get the satisfaction, enjoyment, and money. I thought playing makes me happy. It can, but it’s much better to be happy first. My goal now is to be content, confident, passionate, energetic without hitting a note, writing a lyric, hitting a drum. I get to bring the authentic joy that I have in my soul to the music. It’ll make the music better, take the pressure off, and help me to enjoy everything do.

One year after Departure and I’m finally back, and I’m looking forward to each day, each moment, and have learned from this journey. No longer do I resist the turmoil, no longer do I give energy or credence to the terrible criticisms my brain may shoot out. I’m a confident, joyful, and passionate man, and I have finally Departed from that dark place by not trying to leave. The shadow is a part of me, and I’m no longer afraid. I am free.

Departure EP Set For 4/7/2020 Release

Departure Album Cover

Departure Album Cover

Valued Friend,

I’ve been away from releasing music for years. Way too damn long. I’ve been away from many things I’ve always done. The past three years have provided me some of the most significant challenges in my life. Some of the proudest moments. Some of the most eye-opening. I’ve learned so much more about the person that I am, the person I want to become, and the person I’m currently not.
I’m realizing that there have been a variety of situations, traumas, and insecurities that have held me back from achieving my highest potential. Some of these I’ve known for some time. Some I realized when I moved back to Chicago. Even still, much more when I moved back to Florida. I have very key people in my life that have literally kept me going, sometimes when it almost seemed like too much. You know who you are and I thank and love you dearly.

Outwardly displaying my suffering is something I don’t do. Burdening others really bothers me. I’ve always been the helper, the assist, the overachiever, the industrious one. However, I have realized that I definitely don’t have this all figured out by any means. At times, I’ve been a stressed, lonely, anxious wreck. Finally, in the way that feels the healthiest to me, I share this with you.

This EP is the start of the revelation of my actual self. A recognition that a change needs to be made. The beginning of infinitely great things to come. 4/7/2020 — you will understand. And I thank you in advance.

Working with Rhyme Major

Vibes Never Die 4 Cover Art

Vibes Never Die 4 Cover Art

On November 16th, I officially had the pleasure of working with South Chicago-land emcee Rhyme Major on his latest project, Vibes Never Die 4. First placement back out here in Chicago! Here’s to many more. Check out the the beats on the intro track, Introversion and Major Spittas (feat. Nell Spitta).

I knew of Rhyme Major growing up, formerly known as J Dime, through the then up-and-coming rap group, UndaHood. The block buzzed with support for the homies, and they all had talent.

UndaHood Mixtape Cover (members pictured from left to as as shown)

UndaHood Mixtape Cover (members pictured from left to as as shown)


They still continue to work together to this day; Nell Spitta (Major Spittas) and Phor (Get Away, Take) both deliver solid features on the project. Asani Hard (Game Play) rounds out the guest verses.

Rhyme Major brings clever, often introspective bars about his varied experiences growing up on the South side. Pensive introspection, motivation in the face of adversity, and clever thought out lyrics is some of what you can expect.

Give the record a spin and follow Rhyme Major on Instagram @rhyme_major. Much love.